i feel unable to produce anything
besides snot
i keep thinking about my
‘input : output' ratio
my head feels like the exoskeleton of
a beetle or something
can anybody tell me an efficient way
to give more than i take?
i want to have an enormous garden with radishes
and cucumbers and zucchini and
yellow squash and red peppers and
green peppers and
soy beans
i can't stop wondering if the word spelled c-h-i-t-i-n is pronounced
“chai-tin” or “shi-tin”
i want to dismantle every oppressive ideology
inside of me and replace it with
nothing
i feel like this cold is preventing me from
thinking any ‘complex depressing thoughts'
about dietary habits or something, like
– the dominance sustained by humans over other animals
‘stems from' the same hierarchical tendencies as racism, s**ism,
and all other forms of inequality that capitalism superimposes on us,
and is overall, ‘harmful to humanity' by perpetuating a ‘might makes right'
mentality, an unsustainable lifestyle, and ‘just' ‘douchey ethics' ‘in
general'.
or something,
and this feels good in my heart
tonight, i wanted to see you,
but my physical state demanded that
i rest
tonight, i will eat ‘mint marble' soy ice cream with organic
dark chocolate chips and sprinkles and
hershey's chocolate syrup, and i will feel
bad for not sharing this with anyone
and the fact that this will
happen,
to me,
speaks wonders
about being, and meaning, and
life, and existence
or something
like, all you have to do is care
and the rest is soon to
follow
like, theory into action
into theory, etc...