so what of connect: we could have it if we want it i had what was yours, you had mine, we celebrated the language we talked was - yes - a conversation and then we cut each other off and lost the arrangements and there's a room filled with men all trying to sing and by sing, i mean: all in the dark they could say all their names out loud for once to each other but instead, they'll stay strangers, and i won't even bother with all the lights off, i can barely brush the beards away i'm tackled and taken from all angles widely and where can i plug myself in for the warmth i need is it just through the skin i experience only only only only only
i do not want this thing that i carry with me i mean: this museum, this illiterate history like an extra liver, as though i might need it someday i don't need it - tell me, i don't need it i want to witness it right in front of me and be swallowed by it entirely i want to forget the difference between the sky and the sea i want to stop walking around and start swimming yeah, we're all walking around, but let's start swimming and just have all their heads glued to me in a long line (i don't want a private life)