Finality and genesis have little space to co-exist
With existential pillars slowly falling down and crumbling
To live and to let die and forget leaves me with this paradox
Everything I know's been ripped apart without consent from me
This tome is coming to a close
This is the end of everything
These issues seem to conjure up
And I am rendered helpless
Now the chips are stacked against me, and
Departing is my only way out
I've been whittled down to the point that
Even the scraps just turn to dust
I don't know what to believe;
Is it my fault?
I don't want to leave
This tome is coming to a close
This is the end of everything
I'll find closure
In the land of vacancy
My exposure
Undermined my golden dreams
I changed it all for this
Just to be thrown away for good
Don't tell me I'll be missed;
I know you never would
You'll desecrate my fading name, and
Take my place; put me to shame
I was nothing; I'm still nothing
Better places don't exist