Looking inside of myself
Seeing this young cat chasing some wealth
Never again will I be a victim
Nor will I ask for help
It's like a n***a spit in ya face
Then get mad when you run up in his place
Then the p**y gone sue you or give you a case
Then you gone have to spray like mace
That's why I sleep wit my stash close by me
Tonight it's in my pocket if Somebody wanna try me
Sitting up late ask The Lord why me
These dudes do you dirty
So I be so grimy
I can't sit still at times I just gotta get up and go
Cause I could be out making moves
Hitting missions getting dough
f**s wit my Marley bro
Cause we get our paper right
Rapping or trapping either way we gone hustle day and night
Gotta get some M's and sh** moms and them be living right
Fancy cars and diamond rings nah that's not that sh** I like
I want a deal but sh** don't need it
Either way we is eatin'
Either way I'm still lil heathen
Either way I'm treatin'
This life like it's a game
Wit no shame or rules
Don't blame the fools
Who said that I was lame uncool
Just flame the pools
And I'm paying dues
Struggling in a game where you as good as the last you say
Trying to save it for the major league
But y'all know it's so far away
So hard to say, I give up
Looking fame in it's face
Plus I promised my family
That ima grasp it but this still a chase
I'm feeling like I'm loosing place
So I don't do vacations
Don't smoke so no rotations
Just notebooks and annotations
Las Vegas is where I'm stationed
So think I'm playin'
All I do is work pray sleep that's my combination
I'm mad so they think I'm hatin' but look at what I be facin'
Yo parents don't trust you, girl somewhat do
Try to tell Facebook but networks judge you
But All I got's a job and a dream
So ima yell f** you !