I’m sorry i can’t put you first
I’m trying to not put myself last
I swear i’m haunted, i swear i’m cursed
Could you stand that?
This doesn’t mean you don’t hold importance
But mine is shallow
You always tell me i should ignore it
Yeah just like my shadow
I am sick
Weak in the knees
Never able to conquer my bad dreams
And what i don’t want is to hear how beautiful you are again
If i’m lost
Try to be patient
I’m wasted in my heart’s basement
Screaming i wanna be beautiful again
Let me be beautiful
I’m sorry i’m not always so certain
Of what i mean
Lose track of time and all i’m learning
Wanna wash my slate clean
This doesn’t mean that i don’t care
All i ask is you keep me in mind
It’s not so easy when life’s unfair
Or when we run out of time
I am sick
Weak in the knees
Never able to conquer my bad dreams
And what i don’t want is to hear how beautiful you are again
If i’m lost
Try to be patient
I’m wasted in my heart’s basement
Screaming i wanna be beautiful again
Let me be beautiful
When you find his head, let him know he’s lost in the wild
He’s been winging it and faking a smile
I am sick
Weak in the knees
Never able to conquer my bad dreams
And what i don’t want is to hear how beautiful you are again
If i’m lost
Try to be patient
I’m wasted in my heart’s basement
Screaming i wanna be beautiful again
Let me be beautiful
Let me be beautiful
I wanna be beautiful
I should feel beautiful