[Intro]
Yea, excuse me if this goes all over the place, I just wrote a bunch of sh**
[Verse]
Wish I could tell these girls stop getting new boyfriends while I'm in other cities, man that sh**'s annoying
I took you out for dinner, I kissed you when we were at your place
A month a later your kissing him on your page
Threw my phone across the room like damn why ain't she wait for me
It's all my fault cause women can't really stay a week
Now Jay and Ivy trynna find some ways to make this cheese
It's plan A, I came along eliminating B
Texting with my dad saying Pops please pray for me
I've been making buses trynna cross the border
My little sister need tuition so I'm hustlin' for her, hopefully she'll go to school unlike her f**ing brother
Homie, sh** gets real when it's against your odds
So many friends are getting broke, I ain't forget 'bout y'all
I'm telling y'all I f**ing got you man, no stress and all
I just really want the greatest and the best for y'all
See, I wish I was Rolly watchin', wish I was Benz drivin'
And I wish I did better at trusting than friend finding
Wish I was on an island with some sun and the best climate, but sh** don't come that easy
Know that the fam need me, Dad don't want to work, and I know that my Mom's sick, I rap about her too much, that sh**'s a bother
And these rappers that I came up with say that I'm jaded cause I don't really put 'em on, they're not in my lane
I'm tired of sittin' up at the club like I'm a lame
Seeing rappers that know me but our respect ain't the same
They hottest in the game, while I'm struggling for pay
I mean, I'm not broke, but I ain't ballin' like that
And all these women around my way think they're fallin' in traps
But I wish I had company cause my heart ain't intact
And I'm writing this from it, so know this all are just facts
Not even hoping you'll be calling me back, I just want this to last
Coulda been at school for film studies, now I'm rapping to just make some bill money
And I got some homies around the way that'll really k** for me
Wish I had a smart girl that will love, so girl will you leave me alone, will you give me a shoulder
We're not getting more young, feels like I'm turning way older
I should tell you how I feel, but it's harder than ever
I know I'm struggling, but this is all for the better
Richvale Forever
[Hook]
Last night I called your phone, I just felt way too alone
And I said, hello, it's me, are you there for me, are you there for me, hello
Last night I was lost at home, wish I had you all night long, so baby hello, it's me, are you there for me, are you there for me, hello
[Outro]
Honestly, what are you going to do with your life?
Think about it