[Intro]
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck and I'm lost
I'm stuck in a hard place
I don't know what to do
I'm lost and I'm trapped
I'm too much to handle
I'm too much to handle I know this
You don't have to tell me twice, I noticed
And it's noted all over myself
[Verse 1]
They upon me my opponents I'm so on it
I could cry it out or own it my lonely want an annulment
I'm up at every hour petty looking to be sour
I possess all this power and go ghost when they a tower
Ever since they moved I removed from all these fools
I separated, regenerated, smiled and faked it, a tool
Became what I hated no genuineness embedded
I found whom I want be to wedded
All else failed I regret it
Forget it
[Verse 2]
It's awesome, I like what I like I floss it
The confidence of bosses, in tune with my wins and my losses
I lost you and I lost it, I'm honest while on this topic
I made a whole tape about you with no closure up in my optics
No closure up in my optics, applicants up in my office
f** it, gave up, I'm off this
Who else can really top this?
Been at the bottom for weeks on weeks on weeks on weeks
On weeks on weeks on weeks on weeks on weeks
How the f** you the star of my dreams all week?
[Verse 3]
I know for a fact it's not me, people just don't care no more
People just go about they day, people just do not give a f** about my lows
I guess I'm replaceable, disposable, unlikable
I should conform, I should know - I been here many times before
I'm not gonna beg if I'm a burden, I'mma write me off as unimportant
You got prior engagements, I'll be the pastor, I'll arrange it
Like, who am I to tell you to crawl to the feet of a n***a like me?
I ain't sh**, ain't that, nor this, ignore me whenever I hit
[Hook 4x]
Probably your own reflection victim playing with them tears
[Verse 4]
I don't think about my future, I just don't think about it
How come I ain't never hit up if you really about me?
I know my standing, a too strong and so high handed
I'm trying to figure out how a non standard n***a is just so candid
Not that I can't stand it, well, now I'm lying
Now I'm up all night just fighting
Am I standing ground or flighting?
[Verse 5]
I'm showing suicidal signs I closed the blinds I'm not behind
I'm a lead on I'm just so kind so I'm inclined to impact minds
Putting those against me that I really want against me
If I fall hoping for d**h I wonder if my God will catch me
I could never do it
I love myself not to pursue it
Don't worry, go on your life shawty
If I talk too much you can leave my party
It's no hard feelings hardly
You can ride off in your Harley
I know my flaws I embrace 'em
I'll break 'em before I chase 'em
[Hook 4x]
Probably your own reflection victim playing with them tears
[Verse 6]
It went from cla** to couches then from some tears to laughing
It went from a**es clapping then life had just so happened
Why am I holding on? I can't listen to certain songs
I feel misleaded and needed, why did God have to put me on?
I broke a heart just because mine was still in your hands
Feels is something I can't stand, I'm too conceited I just can't
I'm either annoying or you're boring or I'm lurking and you're working
In my story straight t**ng a** because I know you'd laugh
[Outro]
Ain't lonely a lonely thing?
Don't you know what I could bring?
If you knew if I could think
You would be all on the brink
You talk and don't mean it
You look and don't see it
You ignore and you forget
No regrets no intercept