[Jimmy Brinx] Whats the word life mean to yall Listen, lets take you years back when it meant nothing to dawg Couple dollars in the dice game Dirty burners slinging crack when the night game Bloody murder street life drama and the pain Hard to maintain You could be the wildest thug still the tears came I remember like it was just yesterday Waking up daddys gone with the weeks pay Hear the screams from the new born baby brother Moms pa**ed out belly crying out hunger At the neighbors house mommy won't wake up DHS at the door trying to take take us No clothes no school no pay stubs No water head lice barely no grub In this life theres got to be a better way I know there is and its gonna come one day I'm wondering when, I'm getting older now Its getting colder out and theres no heat But I know the streets I chose the wrong route And I know that now cause [Chorus] I'm on a mission and I'm wishing just to see the next day
On my knees praying please theres got to be a better way Cause I'm trying out my mind why does life seem to trife I'm on a mission, I'm on a mission [Jimmy Brinx] I sold the same stuff brought the whole family down But I got to eat I got more family now Same stuff I was brought up in and got me caught up in Please Lord tell when the pain going to end I hear the voice, see the sign but I ignore it Girl on my back telling me she can't afford it I got a baby need us both there to be supportive If you got a talent work part time and go record it If we short with the rent I get my mom to loan Wish I really would have listened but of course I dont Drug deal gone bad he reaching for his gun A quick flash of my girl and my new son Got away unharmed I know the Lords there My life changed for the better thanks to a prayer She said to me when I left the house that night The better days are here and its alright [Chorus]