I just won't... I will never sleep
Three in the morning up since last week
I just can't... couldn't give a damn
Better off at a salon tryna get a tan
I just don't... don't really care
I feel so cold ice box Frigidaire
I just don't... don't give a f**
I once thought I could, since then nothing much
Momma don't like me, i really can't blame her
She sees I'm selfish; she can't see a failure
Thinks i'll rule the world or at least become mayor
She loves my potential; that's just mother's nature
I'm a piece of the sh** (no offence to the creator)
I just know I'm a ba*tard really I'm my biggest hater
My lil bro's asthma don't need no inhalers
That's a dub, we just puff, put clouds in the air
I never paid attention, he hungered for the influence
Now i can't pay for sh**, actually let's not get into it
The past is not the present so his older brother's dead
It's irrelevant; i am only pictures in his head
Sorta like just what my father is to me
Not to say he never bothered; pops is pretty fatherly
Plenty babymommas, so there was no time to father me
I wondered, 'is he proud?' regardless, now i think, 'probably'
But it doesn't really matter, nothing ever did
We're all gonna die. Some of us will live
They are alive; the rest are undead
The youth, forever young. I won't ever go to bed
I just don't... I don't ever sleep
Three in the morning up since last week
I just can't... couldn't if I tried
Couldn't even look like i care if i lied
I just won't... I will never know
What's going on, why I feel so cold
I just don't... don't give a f**
I once thought I could, since then nothing much
Of course I love the ladies maybe love is lust
Most times I wanna smash but I'm lucky if I bust
I love a** that's no lie if you got one I can trust
Take a seat next to I and maybe you can meet a nut
I gotta be crazy [right?] just a lil retarded
Slightly stupid northern lights straight out of a garden
Lit up on a sidewalk under arrest me beg your pardon
Sometimes i can't talk this gets the conversation started
Can't tell you what I'm thinking cuz you'd think I was a ghost
How did i die, or will i have a rest from this smoke
With thoughts so well-baked no wonder why i spoke
I been philosophizing yes or no and if I'm grown
Then why do i live at home, i could walk the earth
f** it forty oz for forty winks for what it's worth
No rest for the wicked and the rest of us get dirt
Ma** introspection on the tv wrestling with truth hurts
But it doesn't really matter, nothing ever did
We're all gonna die. Some of us will live
They are alive; the rest are undead
The youth, forever young. I won't ever go to bed
I just can't... Won't you let me sleep
Shut the f** up it's already three
I just don't... don't know what to do
f** the planet, captain, I'm going to the moon
I just won't... I will never rest
Brain all gone, grey smoke in my chest
I just don't... don't give a f**
Once thought I could, since then nothing much