[Verse 1]
Gather around I got a story to tell
Back when I fell gonna tell you in a nutshell
Life is hell, or maybe that's how it seems
Days are dark, only wanna see the gleam
The smallest things are too much to ask for
All that rings, my brain, didn't ask for
Mentally switched up, I wasn't a sick pup
co*kiness setting in, now I'm a sick f**
Least that how it seems from the outside looking in
Ego is setting in, good if I'm getting in
One girl no, but two? Maybe then again
Only to wake f**ed up, off a little gin
Wasn't always there didn't look that I cared
The things I did, seemed to leave you impaired
In shock I know, there ain't no further gladness
Drown you in tears of sadness
[Chorus]
You got ups, you got downs
You got ups, you got downs
You got your ups, you got your downs
But when you look around, are they still down?
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[Verse 2]
Made a f**ing mistake, the first time around
We was, just kids playing lost and found
Count to ten but she never really found me
But it felt like herself, would surround me
Good for me, till I found that she wasn't there
Didn't really seem to care and I couldn't bare
Fact that I lost myself, and I lost time
Wasted it, I tasted it, I played with it
Then I put my heard in it, my soul in it
But hey, sometimes gotta go with it
Sometimes that's the way it is
Left me, girl wants to bone
Left me just to get her own, at home
By myself alone, sit here in the unknown
Thinking that it might be the end of it
Deep down fell short of immaculate
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
Thought that my life was back in tact
Just like that caught myself, in a trap
And I fell right back to the same old act
Wanna see how she would react
Find out last week that I just got jacked
Stripped and robbed, don't even got an alibi
Didn't even f**ing stop and say goodbye
"For lack of a better word I lack appreciation"
But I hit you up the other day, I was waiting
Pacing the hallway, thought you were debating-
"Stop right there never guess yourself, translating
Never hesitate or wait, you gotta innovate
Push insist, then we might've been straight"
Baby girl, if I gotta say it twice a night
Then it just wouldn't feel alright
Now we stuck in this f**ing fight, girl the future ain't bright
[Chorus]