[Intro] Ma'am, I'm gon' need you to uh, pee in this cup Alright [Verse 1] Xanny, packed in my Off-White fanny I been goin' off, I'm manic sh*t wearing off, I'm landin' More on the way, don't panic, ooh-ooh Drank too much, goddamn it (Damn) Shut that door, don't slam it sh*t too loud, can't stand it I can't stand it [Pre-Chorus] Wasted, hiding in the basement Careful when you do me wrong I don't ever chase sh*t Life is what you make it They say that when you make it How I gonna turn it off all these expectations? [Chorus] I got anxiety They told me the pill should've helped me But I think they lied to me Motherfu*kin' mess, I don't fit in society Demons inside of me, fu*k my sobriety I got anxiеty No, I won't piss in no cup Know that my liver is fu*ked Know that we living it up fu*k my sobriеty, fu*k my sobriety, fu*k my sobriety [Verse 2] Sing me a motherfu*kin' lullaby Hard as I'm trying, not tryna to die
Spirits, I'm tryna hide Wide awake, thinkin' 'bout suicide Suicide, on the line On my mind b*tch, I can't sleep, I'm in the deep end fu*k the z's, unless it's O-Z's then [Chorus] I got anxiety They told me the pill should've helped me But I think they lied to me Motherfu*king mess, I don't fit in society Demons inside of me, fu*k my sobriety I got anxiety No, I won't piss in no cup Know that my liver is fu*ked Know that we living it up fu*k my sobriety, fu*k my sobriety, fu*k my sobriety [Outro] I know I might seem like a mess and I got some heavy obsessions Depression ain't easy but I'm just confessin' I'm sick of pretendin' I'm sick but I'm mendin' I'm probably offendin' some b*tches with stitches, they all sacrilegious So I'm sayin', "fu*k them" (fu*k my sobriety) I'm sayin', "fu*k them" I got anxiety fu*k my sobriety Go 'head put that sh*t in Variety (b*tch)