Seems like my beauty is fading away from within
Living my life not please God, but for them
What they think of me matter more than anything, nowadays,
They think I'm beautiful, humble it's causing me to stumble and
I'm losing my identity
Really don't enjoy me
Wonder if how I feel shows up in my ministry oh God
I think I've messed up big time
And I know I should rejoice when I run into many trials and I ups
Build endurance, character with strength and time