I have been blessed so everyone says but no one could've guessed how it all ends I am growing bigger emotions swelling more each day a constant finger on the trigger just wanting to fly away unbearable pain no air coming in everything to gain
even a sin blood everywhere emotions awry don't know how much more I can bear I still think I want to die everything finally comes out I am, once again empty inside and still I have no doubts I know what I did was right, for me