[Verse 1 : Jesse]
Where have you been? They're looking for you
Your brothers your sister, your Mom is there too
Worried half sick, cause lately ain't nobody really been hearing from you
Where did you go? Why did you leave?
The questions start to circle the room
Was it bout us? Was it about me?
More importantly, I haven't stopped thinking of you
It's tearing me down, you're building me up
Colors with patterns, I'm mixing em up
Painting our love but bending my trust
Fillin' my head, I think it might bust
Glowin' with energy, flowin' with synchrony
Fictitious patterns this feeling ain't make believe
Come to me baby thats right where you need to be
Matter fact, let yourself go, just fall into me
Cause I can hold your burdens,/ and I'll make you smile
I could lift you up, make it all worth while
I could let it go, it could all fly free
Or maybe some day I'll wake up and see that all of this was in my dream
That's make believe. but you make me believe
If this ain't real then i wonder whatever happened to me
Whatever's lost, I still ain't found it yet
Burning in my heart like an addicts carton of cigarettes
-Break-
[Verse 2 : Jesse]
And honestly, I remember your honesty
The way your eyes shined as you smiled at me
And The way it breaks my heart
Knowing how far - we've drifted apart
But it seems that's it, the f**in' way she goes
Simplistic patterns stowed away with daily goals
Minds always racin, might just erase it
As I roll up on this green, the .40 sits adjacent
Choosing between, whats best for me
Herbal medicine or finding what it really means
Try and drown it out Or f**ing accept it
Been losing my mind for months, and none of this stress is helping