It was 2 years ago we had just got off the phone i said some sh** that made you mad as it was like 12 in the morning me you and my manz we was on a 3 way i had called to say goodnight cuz i ain't talk to you dad you start tripping saying i ain't tell you bout my new
b**h but it wasn't like that she not my b**h she just my friend you wasn't tynna hear it that weekend i showed up at ya crib you
Wasn't tryna lemme in was bout to leave till i seen ya sister left something at ya house she took me up stairs to get it for me it was dark she tripped on me and kissed me we got locked in the room had to leave out the window and break the door in to let her out said we never
Bring it this the sh** we never talk bout felt bad bout cuz i had a crush on since like 6 grade use to get you anything you want brithdays only days apart wanted to take you to see a movie but it was sunday you saidd if you wanna do something you should come to church with me
I put my best suit on showed up haa haa you didn't think i show up next weekend i took you and ya bestfriend to mcdonalds
Uncle made jokes bout you coming on vacation with us drew like 5 pics of you wrote songs for you brought honey bunz for you with
Apple juice walk to philly with you to see ya grandma did it twice second time was to see a n***a but he never showed up sh** kinda left me kinda f**ed up cuz you brung me to see you boyfriend but i loved you so i just grit my teeth and walked you home lied to ya n***a
For ya i remember the one time i did ask you out i actually cried then told you why asked you to marry me you took as a joke tho use to call you everynight just to tell ya i love ya now we dont even talk no more in 2012 i tried to off my self tried to take pills but it was to hard to swallow got the ginger ale mixed dish soap wash it done all night i was trowing up and coughing bubbles tried to cut myself
But b**hed up couldn't cut deep enough instead i just carved ya name into my chest having dreams bout you had a nose bleed just thinking bout you swear all i did was spoil you even tho i never had you i did everything for you i even remember the day we met see
You had just got outta track practice my manz told me go flirt with you so i walked up to you started talking you pulled a screw driver on
Me i remember you told me for Christmas you told me you wanted a tedy bear so thats what i got you swear i loved you still do