I wish that I had never met you
Then there would be no need to impress you
No need to want you around
No need for loving you like a family member
No need for crying over you
No need for heartbreaks
No need for pain or tears
No need for forgotten promises
No need for rejected hugs
No need for crying myself to sleep
No need for acting like you care
No need for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing
I wish I didn't waste all those times talking to you or thinking about you
I wish I didn't worry or cared about all the times you ignored me
I wish I never got excited every time you made me feel special
I wish I never believed every word you said
I wish I never got my hopes high for you
And I wish I never kept trying and trying, knowing I would just go through the same thing
Because in the end, the one that gets hurt.. isn't you. It's me