[Verse 1]:
Yeah It's like music to my ears man
Uh
Out this b**h like a miscarriage
Used to be me and you
But now you're off to heaven
And I don't even know where the f** I be headin'
All I know is I'm motherf**in' trippin'
All I know is I was f**ing gifted
To cut these snakes and these fakes out my life so easily
Because these motherf**ers were pa**ing on negative vibes and I knew I needed to fly
sh**
I got a future to plan, but I don't know where I'm heading
So goddamn
I sit at night reminiscing back at little JemJem who used to sit in the sand
But now look at me I don't even know what I'm doing b
I wanna make motherf**in' history
But how can I do that when that little girl getting shot up street from my house haunts me
sh**
Remember-er watching the news
Hearing two n***as shot each other cause they were fools
But they couldn't even handle the recoil from the guns
And they shifted to the right and shot that little girl Uh
Damn
Bullet went through the window
Shot her dead in the head while she was watching
Dora
Mother in the kitchen cooking up a storm
And all of a sudden hearing your daughter fall to the floor
Damn
My wishes goes out to that mother
How could you not to get watch your daughter fly
How do you not get to see your only child succeed
Because two "real" n***as shot her so easily
sh**
But I guess that's all worth right?
Cause two n***as got to defend their hoods right?
And two n***as got to defend their colours right?
I guess that's all matters when you gotta look real right?
sh**
Man f** this stupid sh**
I sit here while I try to plan my future quick
Cause I just reminisce
Thinking about little JemJem and his little n***as getting into mischievous
Goddamn man
It's so funny how I can't tell these stories cause I got a bigger picture for you to paint
But I just wanna to tell you one last thing
That I got a future plan so I gotta make it big
Cause I gotta get my momma a nice big ole house
Get her a nice little car so she's living lavish now
But maybe I can't do it
Cause I've fallen into a abyss
And I'm drowning in darkness
And I don't know where I'm headin'
sh**
I'm just so scared of life
But all I gotta say is that life so crazy
And you only get one chance
Once it's game over that's it
And you only get one f**ing
God
Shout out to Scarlett and Kingdom Street