Reminiscing bout missing the loving huggin and the kissing
Now the distant memory is just a missed imagination
So impatient bout waitin until ya let me get it
Instead I went and hit the b**hes that I wasn't feeling
Tryna slip and bust nut in this cold world
Them other b**hes f**ed ya n***a, They so cold girl
Even tho I f**ed around and f**ed my old girl
Apart of me just wasn't in it thats a cold swirl
A cold swirl is mixing up how you shouldve felt
I know I did my sh** but why you f**in someone else
I get it, since I did it, I should f**in know the feeling
And since I did it the feeling should up and f**ing k** me
Im sorry bout the sh** I put ya through you dont deserve it
I mistreated the only woman I fell in love wit
I admit it that commitment didn't fit me
Not the fact I didn't feel it but really I didn't get it hold up
Who can I run to since I up and lost my best friend
And now my best friend got herself a new man
Is that a ring on ya hand are you just playin
Did ya really have to get ya self a husband
Oh the pain on my chest you can't bare to witness
The vision I witness destroyed my purpose of existence
I can't be with this, can somebody come and take this
Pain away cause I dont wanna die of love and sickness!
Dearest beloved take that angel that I scorn and tainted
Help her remember where she need to be and make her claim it....
I can't let this n***a take away the life we built
You gotta go and get ya own boy and make it quick
I know its selfish but I love her and I let her go
And since I seen you with another I can't let you go
This goes out to what we had and what we gonna have
Im on my knees beggin please give me one chance!(Adlibs)