[Verse 1]
Cold night, it's about to get colder
Got in my car heading straight towards the border
My mind hurt so I stuck in a cig
Crazy night but I'm not feeling big
I'm low and I'm feeling sick
A sickness I can't seem to curve
And as my car starts to swerve
I veer down an alley
And I park, in the uncanny valley
Of lost dreams and druggies
The homeless and homesick
I finda
Old women in a baggy shirt
All stuffed with newspapers
She's ain't drowning but still it's dire
No job but not retired
Empty pockets, a full purse, she's lonely
An empty bottle, I know where she's going
A yuppie approaches
His smile high and touches nosily
He sticking up, she crying noisily
He kicks back, her head hits a brick
She goes limp, he walks with everything she's got
But I was still and she reaches in her pock-et
A polaroid and a gizzette
Keep watching, I felt like I knew her
My mind wasn't set, but what do I got left?
[Chorus]
She's been sipping on medicine
For 24/7 and
Maybe she's selling ritalin
But now she's on cinnamon
[Verse 2]
I wanna talk to her
Her past and success
Her downfall, her regrets
Her worst and her best
Question her spiral
What makes her riled?
Learn from it
Come close and connect
Please guide me
No ladders are here
I can't see the crossroads
Goldaline, my dear
My chest hurts, it's pounding
My brain cells are frowning
Reality sets in
My demons are shouting
I'm shaking, I'm doubting
I'm afraid of nothing
It hasn't even happened yet
I second guess
Gang sh** ain't for me
It ain't worth the top
These d** and the liquor
It just needs to stop
Or I'll hit rock
Bottom of this barrel
Or just this beer can
I can't stand
I'll just drive off
I'll just drive off
I'll just drive off
The edge
[Chorus]
She's been sipping on medicine
For 24/7 and
Maybe she's selling ritalin
But now she's on cinnamon
[Outro]
They gonna take her away
Please don't take her away