[Intro]
Hey there!
You´re listening/looking at a
Thing called JAHV
You probably know me as Jared
And welcome to my head
This is what goes on:
[Verse]
This feels weird
I´m under a bit of stress
Looking up at my expectations;
How am I supposed to be the best?
Screw it all, I guess
First you address the pain in your chest
Before you wonder that quest
About life? Who knows?
Maybe it´s all a test
So now I gotta
Deal with some old chick
I don´t love her anymore
I´m a cold dick
´Cause how the f** would I feel
If the roles switched?
I feel like maybe
My thoughts are repulsive
(A little, just a bit. Maybe just a bit.)
And should be contained
But oh my, my
Man, who is to blame
When you got a girl that just drive you insane
And guilt just fill up my brain
Like back when D´s blood
Had spilled on my blade
I had only felt the word ¨k**¨ in my veins
Sometimes I just step out of frame
It´s so hard tryna stick in my lane
When you got demons that´s following, hollowing
Making my life full of fury and shame
Just straight pain
From a bottle
My past, man it´s the
Bane of my existence
But damn, I´m gifted
Feel like there´s no need for a**istance
When I´m lifted
When my mind, it has shifted
The mic and I? I´d a shipped it
See? I´m a little crazy now
I was kinda scared at first
But it don´t faze me now
Waiting for the day police
Take me out
And break me down
I won´t make a sound
Now I´m done
Just standing in the limelight
I´m not a big person
Just look at my height
But I got a pretty big heart
That´s something my fires like
You just took a look into my brain
Y´all just saw it
That´s what I´m like