[Intro]
Alright, alright, look
Just because I'm writing about an ex
It does not mean that
I'm gonna be on some Drake sh**
Okay?
I just got things on my chest
That have to go. Like she did
[Verse 1]
The misadventures of a sh** talker
Drink my milk like it's a kid's vodka
Can't talk about having more kids no longer (RP)
With a girl who like life like it's a manga
Man, she was... (pause)
Lying, demanding, never understanding
Cheating and beating
My thoughts into a pulp
Till I was just one dude feating
And fretting
In her ever-turning love life
Yo, she was a heathen
At the heart
But as I said
She was cheating and kneating
--I meant knotting--
At a rope
With which she said she'd
Hang herself
And I couldn't cope
Had no hope
f**ing nope!
So I said I loved her again
And that's the last time I'd grope
At my pillow again
And have sweet dreams...
Life ain't nearly as fun as I try to make it seem
Nah
I've been feeling just so much older now
She's the reason that I've been broken down
Ain't a reason for me to hold it down
I ain't Jesus, why must I wear this crown
Full of thorns, frowns, and hopeless smiles
I am broken, like I was made of tile
Dry the blood off me with a paper towel
Yeah
JAHV
(Next!)
[Verse 2]
It's 1AM, I'm on the verge of nightmares
After Danny, I grew up kinda scared
Miah's laugh, in my ears, it blared
Couldn't leave her, cause she'll die, should I dare
Ask anyone, sh** , it isn't fair
So when people, they ask me how I fair
I lust retort
Attitude
What the hell do you care?
And I never addressed my own problems
Too busy being a pair
With a girl who clung to me
Like gum in her hair
But now I'm out
I gotta tear
To deal with my own crap
Life's not sweet, honey, I'm not a bear
And I ponder, and I wonder
Why was daddy never there?
And I ponder and I wonder
How much longer can I bare?
I feel like I've been buried alive
Word to Logic
JAHV
And oh, yeah
f** Miah