[Intro]
I didn't want my life to turn out like this
Yo!
[Hook]
Stop the press, everything's a mess
You can look alive, but you are not at rest
And i-ideas are flowing through your head
A million miles an hour while lying in your bed
A lucid life you never thought you'd lead
Are you working everyday?
Are you working just to bleed?
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know...
[Verse 1]
This rap sh** i put my heart into the blackness
Popping pills and slitting my wrist on a bloody mattress
Cover it with lies and them i'm ok
I'd rather die in your arms but no today
Drop to my knees and make my soul pay
Re-create the ashes just let my body lay
In the casket which my city shall be
Your perfect baby but i still don't know me
Suicidal Failure my whole life as a failure
Listening to cage and eminem my life is an error
Living in terror but now i'm living to die
The cuts, the burns, it hurts, this lie
Follow my lead as i chase the devil threw the sky
As the leviathan eats my innocence alive my soul is cut loose
Then i'll jump off the edge and hang by this broken noose
[Hook]
Stop the press, everything's a mess
You can look alive, but you are not at rest
And i-ideas are flowing through your head
A million miles an hour while lying in your bed
A lucid life you never thought you'd lead
Are you working everyday?
Are you working just to bleed?
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know...
[Verse 2]
Who are you to define? i'm just ok
This is where i die in your arms boo today
I've been condemned in this world sense birth
Underneath the dirt i'll be the last man on earth
Put my heart and soul in this rap game
Look alive when you say that i'm a lame
Haven't made it yet constantly stoned and jaded
Taking xanax and oxy just to become faded
Almost got k**ed by my own little inner demons
All i here is these inner demons
Step into the world of joe kearney to know what i'm seeing
Monster by design never have been a human being
Walking on gun shells your driving me insane
Exhale this cancer but i'll inhale your pain
Rip back the trigger because they never needed me
Goodbye autumn and hip hop i got to go peacefully
[Hook]
Stop the press, everything's a mess
You can look alive, but you are not at rest
And i-ideas are flowing through your head
A million miles an hour while lying in your bed
A lucid life you never thought you'd lead
Are you working everyday?
Are you working just to bleed?
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know...