[Hook: Rihanna]
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holdin' your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah you think I'm crazy
[Verse 1]
Doing the school thing at WI-U
Study law enforcement like im suppose to do
Hold still, in cla**, all I do is fidget
Wheres the liquid courage, I really need to sip it
I done dedicated 3/4ths of my life to this
They feed me all the honors my mama feeling righteous
But my heart is gone, losing all my pa**ion
Cardiac arrest I need a shock for simple action
I live the walking dead when I stroll around campus
I must of stole that A or damaged my hippocampus
I don't, remember the last time I studied
I don't, remember the last time I had a buddy
I need to phone a doctor its really trying to k** me
Its getting kinda chilly in the heat of the semester
Aiming that one finger gesture, its really a pester that
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
My life a lie detector im scared to tell the truth
Ive had the best friends all through out my youth
But what if I tell them this rap game is more than a game
It's the only thing I feel living for, they dont know James
Ya I like to crack jokes, play tennis, enjoy a spliff
Act in movies, brobacues, all I do is disc
I like to eat your cookies I do appreciate the rides
It's ok that you like her even though it makes me cry
Does it make me crazy or does it make me real
If im never happy than why do I feel
I thought he was smiling that day she said "hello"
But three months later it was nothing more than a shadow
But its ight, there is still thir-teen others right
Six, months and they still divert their eye, sight
They had nothing to lose
Me neither I, suppose, because I'm
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
I know life isnt fair, but why not a fricken carnival
The teary nights drown me out im inaudible
Luke Warm Parrot reunion in autumn yo
Ryan we need to chop up music bumping that marshal mathers lp 2
Marc in the lair discussing what really matters to you
Mess around at the park with Mason, a disc craze n
Kiel the ferocity of a crocodile titty pile now you drive yo
I know this started off in despair, I was ready to jump the bridge
But by the third verse its like someone flipped on the light switch (I can see)
16 weeks to pay for this golden one is all worth while
If I can see the crew outside around that burn pile
We gota make it count, the real world is a monster
I thought I lost my way but music is my On Star
I say we have a camp in together to fight the darkness
Under my bed a private park so no more will I say that I'm friends with the monster
[Hook x2]