(Verse One)
I woke up in the morning and I asked myself/
Is life worth living should I blast myself?/
Damn. That's PAC if you didn't know/
In the same city PAC dropped if you didn't know/
My bro just got a strap doesn't even use it/
Barrel in my spitter pull the trigger then I eat a bullet/
Instead I hit the beat. Bong with the ganja in it/
Pour me up a drink start to sip and finish all of it/
You think I'm proud of it really I'm ashamed/
My friends can't even look at me the same/
My sister got that sh** inside her veins/
Momma always stay complaining/
Meanwhile I'm Tryna get into the game/
It's f**ed up right?
All we wanna do is get f**ed up right?
Cool imma roll another gram/
Face it to myself because no ones understands/
Sayin I've changed I've just grown into a man/
Motha f**a I am
(Hook)
Running. I'm here but. It's like I'm running away/
Racing. In a race. First place bout a mile away/
Something. Everybody got something to say/
Face it.. Imma make it anyway so imma face it today/
(Verse Two)
Lately I've been Lonely even tho I'm all in love
What is a relationship if we don't got the trust/
I dont ever bust a missions just to bust a nut/
If I do there's something missing I feel like its not enough/
Basically the difference between f**ing, and making love/
Shortly after making love is when The Baby comes
When baby mamma gets A belly you won't be like baby cum
Starting sh** and arguments like "baby maybe were too young/
Now you say it was an accident/
Way more serious than when you Crash the whip/
You have a kid but now you need insurance gotta tow it/
Once These diapers full of sh** and all these motors started smoking/
Metaphor cause I'm a poet, totaled car but no explosion/
Hoping that I woulda died .. Now the reaper is approaching/
As I look him in the eye cause he only had one open/
Said my soul is in the rhymes there's no way I coulda sold it/
Waitttttt
As a lately I've been thinking to myself/
I look into the mirror and I'm seeing some one else/
It's someone that I know, but Some one that I don't/
As I load another bowl of loud to mute my scream for help/
And you could never hear it..
If you did you'll prolly fear it..
Ill always have my spirit..
Let it live on through my lyrics..
(Hook)
Like my last J I'm Always more than half baked/
Full grown now so any day could be my last day/
Anyone around prolly looking for a handout boy stand down/
sh** how much can a man take?
All I know is I've been grinding like a pair of bad breaks/
If I break bad. And ran base/
Instead of rape tracks and Start a fan base/
Either way I'm working for the man and that I can't take
Not even a pinch could awake me from this bad dream/
Tryna fly away.. I wish I had wings/
Got a f**en problem always in a fast fling/
But all these b**hes bad and honestly it's a bad thing
f** it tho I'm f**en hoes and sipping on this henne/
My middle finger up it goes ain't sh** that you can tell me/
To make it into heaven know you gotta live through hell/
An only time will tell us both where you and I are heading