(Intro)
Ay Ay Ay Ay
Its J Wahl
This is my life
Now before you go and doubt me and hate on me some more
Hear me out
Listen to what I gotta say and I promise everything will make sense
(Verse One)
Alright, Look, Im saying
Most of my enemy's are kids I used to kick it with
Most of my haters are peopel those kids living with
They didn't see or dream of the future how I seen it
They were mad for reason those reasons weren't ever needed
Ive always been the kid to walk around with his head high
Even without reason, except for when my grams died
I was one kids that carried her to her resting place
I tried to be a man with tears running down my face
They took her to early so from that very moment
I knew I should seek my calling and live out this very moment
So I'd never regret a thing
Cause I did all that I ever could
I never gave up the hope
Even though people said I should
This worlds filled with a bunch dream stoppers
But I'm dream chaser
My dreams ill never be stopped or forgotten
I want same damn thing as everyone else
Somewhere I can hang hat and to leave a presence that's felt
But to my wishes aside from others
I want trophy case thats filled more Grammys then any other
So when I die, the people with me won't ever cry
They'll just take a piece of me with em and know that I'm safe up in the sky
Cause I always stood next to god
Never put anything above him
Swore Id never sell me soul
He'll the only god I'm loving, loving
And Music didn't change me
Music made me
It's the blood in veins
Making music's what saved me
Hard work and sacrifice
Determination and always dreaming
Became my life
(Bridge)
Maybe Im right
Maybe Im wrong
But
(Verse 2)
If what I'm doing is wrong
I'll never be headed right
I stand by what I believe and for that I'm willin to fight
Ya feel me, okay
Never been one to settle down
Cause the moment you take a break
Is the moment you lose the crown
So metaphorically speaking you can't ever take it easy
Unless your cool with losing it all
That doesn't sound pleasing
Ive had so many people tell
Keep going and you'll make it
Which led me to go and get
I'm getting close I can taste it
I see myself living large and giving a ton back
Cause without the crew thats with me
I wouldn't be where I'm at
And I know with money comes power
That's why I'm working my back
So I can carry the weight that'll lead me to get respect
Ya heard
I understand that life wasn't made to be easy
I understand that not everybody believes me
But let me ask you before your so quick to judge
If we flipped this whole around would want me to k** your buzz or
Would want me take a listen, try envision
That the words your spittin are truly part of your mission
I mean we're all out here fighting up in the same wars
There just different shade of gray with the same core
I'm livin life through my music that's what I was made for
Chose to accept it with hopes of me getting paid for it
So I can live a life that's worry free
Signing deal that's big enough for my family
And to my haters I"ll never ask what your reason was
sh** you don't have to like my music cause Your chick does
Me and music together forever a great picture
I bet the people that doubted wish that they would of listened
Wish that they would of tried
Or maybe to go back in time
But it's to late
You spoke yours and I'm doing fine
(Bridge)
I mean
Im used to getting doubted
Im used to getting told that
You can't do anything, you just goin be nothing
(Verse 3)
Ive always been against the odds but I'm cool with it
Ill just keep working till the day I finally do get it
For those didn't know 16 when I met fly
And 19 when I dedicated and i came alive
Around 20 I got attention from rockin shows
When Im 21 I hope my musics got me on the road
Traveling world seeing sh** that I ain't ever seen
Getting respect as man I'm no longer a teen
Next year gonna be crazy if you know what I mean
I'm learning my right and wrongs and making a better me
I said Im
Learning my rights and wrongs and making a better me