[Verse 1]
I used to love him like a secretary
The sneaking off, foolish thoughts
Plots of getting married
The matrimony of my verse to his rhythm
Was more than meets the vibe
And 100 times the feeling
From hell to heavens ceiling
From dawn til after Evenings
We rocked in secret
Tho this thing we had was worth the
Beatings
Cause through my lens
We were the picture perfect pair
Pac and Pinkett, with the style
Well connected then and now
And when he'd come around
I'd be too pressed
A little bit obsessive
But impressive
Since I'm young and could finesse it
Just a different form of intellect
No need for explanation
Once you get it, then you got it
It becomes ya second nature
But
Seasons change as they do
All tho they stay in place
My summer sprang right into winter
Through a fall from grace
I plead for mercy through the hail
And the heavy rain
But nothing would subside
Not even when he cried
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[Verse 2]
I love him and I hate to see him
Broken hearted
But who've pictured that my heart
Is what I'd have to barter
Pleading for bargains
Like these couponing mommas
At shoppers
Cutting my losses for gains
In hopes to feed him proper/
Nothing compared to the usual
Inertia took it's toll
We lost control
And took a blow to the beautiful
I had no choice
But to let it be
It's either him or me
And i would give my life
In hopes to set him free
Because My bae don't mess around
He never let up
He overfilled the cup
With just enough for me to trust
Got me fading up n changin
Springing forward like an equinox
So I could drop a style
3 thou on ya speakerboxx
But things change as they do
All tho they stay in place
Id like to hate
But it's the way it moves
And choices made
But if the pressure of it all
Would start to dissipate
There'd be a possibility
For me to get hear him say
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[Verse 3]
Dearly departed
As we gather here today
I make a wish for second chance
And circumstance to change
Not for critical acclaim
That's that thang
That blow your brain
But that feeling that I got
When we met in 7th grade
Cuz nobodies perfect
But your perfect for me
It seems
Nobody's real
But you're the realest to me
And if I had to spend my last
Id bet it all on we
Because chance
If you don't take it
Then success won't be
Despite the heartache
And high stakes
The self doubt
And mistakes
I'd gladly break the bank
And leave it all to fate
But If heaven wants to wait
Then I'd be down to stay
But it's a waiting game
And I just hope I got the heart to play