[Intro: MΔR$]
*Phone rings*
What the f** do you want?
(Promise that you will sing about me)
God, just leave me the f** alone
(Just promise that you will sing about me)
[Verse 1]
Values in a disarray, prioritizing horribly
Tryna give you less bullsh** and more of me
Historically, see I've been known to give up when it's boring me
Holds no type of value or begins to feel like chores to me
It's more to me than what meets the eye
Road to insanity with panic in my blind side
Pa**ing me by, Pharcyde
I'm a far cry from content and I just hope you listen
The reason that I call myself a misfits, it's a given
Spitting image of this rap sh**, tryna tour across the atlas
But I can't even come to grips with who I am, no catfish
Pa**ionate words with mad kicks, hot sixteens and ad-libs
Is not enough to encapsulate what I think on the average
I'm mad sick, no, I'm actually mad sick
Like everything I have left goes into this rap sh**
It's tragic
Text messages from people I don't even like, daily
All concerned about what I've been going through lately
[Hook]
Cause when the light shuts off and it's my turn to settle down
My main concern is promise that you will sing about me
Just promise that you will sing about me (2x)
[Verse 2]
Can't tell if you really care or if you're just being noisy
Ring around the Rosie got a pocket full of hope, please
If I fall down, see, can I count on you to hold me
Down, when I'm not there will you shoot me down lowkey?
Like bo beep, I'ma a black sheep
Rummaging through my rap sheet
Tryna make sense of all the mistakes I made last week
On the brink of destruction can you help me out, I'm asking
"Never show signs of weakness, pretend strength everlasting"
Is what I'm taught so I now I barely even fall
And if I do, build up a wall like nothing happened at all
Kneeling, I'm on the floor, I'm calling out to God
But we ain't spoke in a while so I'm ashamed to ask for more
And pride'll be my downfall but pride is what made me
So now I'm so conflicting and contradicting, it's crazy
I can spill out my soul and you'll barely comprehend, maybe
But you'd never understand what I've been going through lately
[Hook]
[Outro]
I try to like, put everything I'm thinking into one verse and maybe get you to understand what I'm thinking or how I feel but I mean, who am I kidding? You'll probably never understand anyway...
*Answering machine*