[Verse 1]
Mama I'm sorry, that I could never be the son you wanted
Even though you know I know that you would be the one who's punished
For my ways, & my lies, always saw from different eyes
Even when I got my gla**es, that just help fit my disguise
I despise, all these guys, that you bringin in my life
Yeah we movin into houses, but they never treat us right
Member when you used to come into my sisters room at night?
Know that dude he used to hit you every single time you fight
I'mma k** em ma-.. & I put that on my life
You can write it on my tombstone I apologize to Christ
If I believed.. I just wish I could believe
That one day things'll get better & you'll just love me for me
But you can't & sh** I guess I understand
Im a waste of a body & my whole birth wasn't planned
But ma I promise till I die that I'mma always try my best
Cuz you gave me all you got to you I owe my success
[Verse 2]
Dad.. Man you left me alone
& boy You always be trippin when I be textin ya phone
Man I'm just tryna say wa**up, I'm just tryna say hey
But the message wasn't good enough for you to convey
Member when I was a kid I used to lay down and cry
Because I missed you so much that I just wanted to die
Member back in '05 one day we went to the park
We was swingin on the swings late into the dark
Now It's different.. But I guess that's how it is
You done found a new wife & hang around with her kids
& that's ok.. Please just promise you'll remember me
Know that you're a reason that I try to make a better me
I just want some love from you..
I dont even f** with you..
Guess im contradictin, but my hearts just not conditioned
So just please receive my message, hopefully you can accept it
Im sorry..