Born September 7th in the local hospital My mother said she felt so proud when she held me And I wish I could say my father felt the same way But he didn't stick around long enough to tell me My mother worked nightly and with money stretched tightly, I guess we never had too much So I grew up a screw up who was haunted by youths and taunted and abused 'cause my shoes weren't new but Being dirty poor left me with a thirst for more Feeling well rehearsed for war, learning pivotal lessons My lyrical weapons ensure I never falter I'm the baddest White whose first name isn't Walter Alter your course of action, I force the factions who beef to be torn into fractions And left divided, you don't wanna war, my word's will f** you up more than your entire drug supply did Love and hate scarred onto my knuckles One for when I need to unleash my vengeance And another to remind me of struggles And all the people I think about in remembrance Searching for repentance, but don't you know
All the things I've admitted don't measure up a quarter Of the sins I've committed, I never had the thought to Try and wash away my sins with holy water Fighting with Temptations more than David Ruffin I've made a bed that I hate waking up in But it's okay so long as I haven't yet quit 'Cause life's all about how hard you can get hit I fall down but never fall off, I'm fully committed To making a k**ing from this at all cost I keep writing no matter how much time is lost I sacrifice my life like Christ on the cross This rhyme book is my bible, I'm searching for Signs of betrayal in the eyes of a disciple Or the hope I'll fail in the mind of a rival I won't fall behind or take my eyes off the title More hungry than some teenage runaways But I just relax like I did in my younger days I kick back with a smoke, have a drink of lager And pray that when I go to hell I'll finally see my father