[Verse 1]
I heard God love his children, even Satan got His heart
So why everybody 'round me walk around inside the dark?
I heard life is like a beach 'til you learn that there was sharks
[?] tried to step in, was a setup from the start
You see, religion try to [?] me
Parents tried remanding me
Raised the middle finger to the whole school faculty
Friends was all casualties, fu*k 'em if they mad at me
World been getting colder, sh*t is fu*king with our sanity
Humanity was doomed from the start
I hope when I die the Heavens open up with the harps
I hate when I cry, the tremors they can shake up the heart
I spent many nights blinded tryin' to see through the dark
[Chorus]
I'm tryna hold the light trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking do people really change?
They don't
And I'm a walking contradiction
ni**as lying to themselves and in the end, it's all fiction
[Verse 2]
Solace, he the [?]
Smoke through the apocalypse
Addiction boost my confidence but killed getting accomplishments
Higher off the side effects, repressed emotions I forget
Burying my demons, but in time, they arms around my neck
Really got no time for friends, stuck inside the current trends
Relationships I fu*king dread, I try it out and drown in it (Drown in it)
Drown in it
ni**as all counterfeit
Used to give my energy, but now I got no time for it
[?] my accomplices
ni**a love the quietness
Solace is a virtue, fu*k opinions, why you commenting?
A slave to the system, spending money, never profited
'Cause fu*k it, while we here, you could be dead before you smile again
[Chorus]
Trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking if in time, do these people really change?
They don't
And I'm a walking contradiction
ni**as lying to themselves and in the end, it's all fiction
Trapped inside the rain, I was drowning in the pain
Got me thinking if in time, do these people really change?
They won't
Well, I'm guessing we conditioned
To forget the ones we love for a world full of fiction