[Hook: InsanEm]
Lately, I've been so confused; I just don't know what to do
Someone please give me a clue. What am I going through?
The truth shot at me, but I'm bulletproof
This view today is so blue and gray
[Verse 1: InsanEm]
My fears are chasing me, I try to avoid ‘em evasively
Basically, I'm erasing beef while just trying to earn my cheese
Seize the moment and you will succeed
But my hands are slippery from all this grease
And the moment keeps getting away from me
But I won't freeze from this breeze at zero degrees
I'm already sick and cold, I am my own disease
Climb a hundred trees, sail a thousand seas
No one can hear me; I'm silent when I f**ing scream
You f**ers will one day see when I make you flee
Trying to please me is like trying to believe I will receive
Legitimate grief when I am with the deceased
[Hook]
[Verse 2: InsanEm]
Who is this beast that keeps controlling me?
Why I am your f**ing puppet? “But InsanEm, you said you love it
I was the one that made you felt accepted after you were left rejected”
I was resurrected when I was among the deadest
But this desperate feeling that I quickly regretted could not have been prevented
Why am I on this planet? Why am I so confused?
What more can I afford to lose?
Take a walk in my shoes; Take a bruise in my view
I got a mechanic in my head, trying to tighten these screws
Because I definitely have a few bolts loose
In my head, I'm going nuts. The bloods flood from these cuts
But the pain is not from my vein. I'm in vain because
I train to regain and obtain this grain, but I feel slain
[Hook]
[Outro: InsanEm]
I feel like I don't know who I am anymore
I have so many questions that can't be answered
So many thoughts that can't be said
I'm just so confused