[chorus]
And I've been goin' through hell
Caught in a Vicious Spell
Blinded by the lie
Crossbow string, but it fell
I'm feeling so alone
I think I'm ‘bout to explode
System overload!
There's no disclaimer when you start this music journey
I'm a role model to many fans, it's something that I'm learning
Waking up to hundreds of messages with supportive words
It's so absurd, but it's the desperate pleads that make me worry
This one girl told me that she listens to my tunes
When she's locked up in her room, that her life had meaning when she heard me
She said Eating Me Alive, described her life, and she contemplated suicide-
“Iniquity, you gave me purpose.”
How do I respond?
The thought of entertaining's gone, I just wanna calm your nerves
Reality is on, the finer line is drawn, and I am not a pawn
I just want to dispel your unrelenting curse, yeah
I'll give it all I got, but I'm afraid it's not a lot
And it's the fear that makes this hurt, from the mistakes made we will learn
I'm giving you my word, I'll try to be your cure
Inspiration for the youth is my main concern, yeah
[chorus]
And I've been goin' through hell
Caught in a Vicious Spell
Blinded by the lie
Crossbow string, but it fell
I'm feeling so alone
I think I'm ‘bout to explode
System overload!
System Overload, I sometimes feel the same thing
You think you're alone, but no, we feel the same pain
I know I display a smile, but the truth is, I'm faking mine
Until it's real, I'm thanking God every day, and I don't place blame
I've always believed the energy that you put out
bad or good, is what will be returned
You put yourself in jeopardy, so wipe that cynical memory
I try to weave round every roadblock, mentally it burns, yeah
But the flame embalm occurs with fragrance of victory
Paving roads of ways to conquer worlds
You gotta believe everything will change, scream it til it's heard
Cuz right now it's your turn, envision, and just manifest rebirth, yeah
A cryptic, Vicious Spell:
Sadistic in its health, simplistic mission, can't you tell?
Take all the negativity in life, get in position to stride
And with all your might, just wind up, send it back to hell, yeah
[chorus]
And I've been goin' through hell (yeah)
Caught in a Vicious Spell (yeah)
Blinded by the lie
Crossbow string, but it fell (crossbow string, but it fell)
I'm feeling so alone (yeah)
I think I'm ‘bout to explode (yeah)
System overload! (Vicious Spell)
Vicious Spell
Vicious Spell.