Catathymia
Emotionally traumatized
Beginning of the end
My brutal fantasy
Envelopes me
Unsolvable internal state
Leads to emotional tension
Dreaming of a violent deed
That i must now carry out
Paranoid, and anxious your blamed
Building desperation-uxoricide
Anger now a threat to my fragile sense of self
Imbuing violence with symbolic thinking
Tension culminates-catathymic rampage
Anger, tension, destablizitaion
My core perturbed, ungodly time bomb
Paranoia, k**ing the only way
Rage motivation
Stabbed hundreds of times
k**ing with unparalleled ferocity
Animal instinct has taken over
I'm now a programmed k**ing machine
Extremely violent episode has been achieved
Target of the tension smashed repeatedly
After the brutality, relief
There is no recollection of the catathymic k**ing