[Intro]
I'm scared to d**h.. X3
[Verse 1]
I'm scared to d**h of what the future holds
Rotting in the ground, dead, a worn out soul
I'm afraid of getting older, I'm only getting colder
A free man but I feel earth upon my shoulders
Will my future be as bright as I once thought?
I don't have my sh** planned out and I feel lost
And its not.. the same song and dance
Its not the average whining that you hear from Inhansed
'Cause I'm living my life with this crippling fear
When I go and grow up, who all will be near?
I love all my friends and I hold them dear
I can't cope with the fact they won't always be here
Confused.. is there more that I can lose?
When I'm 30 will my mom be out of my life too?
I'm scared of being old and either living alone
Bein' a drone, or locked in a retirement home
[Hook]
Yo.. I'm scared to d**h
I can feel the tremble start up in my breath
Honestly, I find it scary to die
f**in scared to d**h and its eating me alive
I.. I'm scared to d**h
I can't stand the thought of being the last one left
Honestly, I find it scary to die
f**in' scared to d**h and its eating me alive
[Verse 2]
I'm scared to d**h of all of my short comings
Ignored my thoughts, i spent a long time running
How will i pay for a house and a car?
Will the music get me those, or will I take it that far?
Will I make the right choices and the right decisions?
Or will I be a bum, and forced into submission
Its so hard for me to understand this world
Panicking thinking I won't get to marry a girl
Its harsh but its true..
Am I prepping myself or am I just dumb and confused?
Is Heaven and The Bible just sick game too?
Does it even exist, is the game built to lose?
What do i chose, my "God" or my belief?
Is it my decision or do I just overthink?
Petrified, I don't know what happens when I die
Is it only darkness or am I somewhere in the sky?
[Hook]
I'm scared to d**h
I can feel the tremble start up in my breath
Honestly, I find it scary to die
f**in scared to d**h and its eating me alive
I.. I'm scared to d**h
I can't stand the thought of being the last one left
Honestly, I find it scary to die
f**in' scared to d**h and its eating me alive [X2]