Where my friends at now?
Seems when I need 'em only few are found
Lately I'm just feelin like I have none around
When I'm searching for a voice and I can't hear a sound
And it got me feeling down.. feeling hopeless
Peeking out but I go un-noticed
Freaking out, I been losing my focus
Need to get a grip.. thats why I wrote this..
I can see this ending
Blowing up in my face. Every evening
I've been trying so hard, I've been reaching
But I'm just a f**ing ship thats been sinking
Did they come to my first show?
f** no, and you know why it hurts though?
Cause I always f**ing care about them
And that sh** really got me feeling like they don't
Even care about me. Still mad at my dad
And it seems like getting pissed is the only thing that
Seems to soothe me. So please excuse me
If it seems like my angers been a bit unruly
Truly, I just wish it was different
Now I'm reminiscing, and I'm missing former friendships
And the kinships. Everything I feared
Happened, been lost for the past two years..
(past two years..) the past two years?
f** that I've been gone for the last few years
And I've cried true tears while I faced true fears
And I lost two peers, don't know what to do here
Sometimes on the outside
I fake like my futures lookin' all so bright
But I know on the inside
The portrait painted isn't always my type..
Go