"Future Relationships"
From day one on Earth
Been dreaming of a relationship
Where true love is shared
I just wanna taste that sh**/
Nothing else seems to even matter at this point
2 hearts thru love and caring had combined into 1/
Had a few relationships
Early in my life
Where I went thru the pain and I made the sacrifice/
I see the future of this love in my dreams
Its telling me that on the other side the gra** is always green/
Maybe I should wait
And see what the future holds
But visions is my dreams
Have already foretold/
The future I can see exactly what lies ahead
And I'm afraid of it cause all my dreams
Have become a nightmare/
The girl in my dreams the most beautiful girl in the world
Knowing she's gonna leave me wish all this could be controlled/
Can't get discouraged because I knew before I met her
That this wasn't gonna work out and maybe that's for the better/
But shes the love of my life
Why can't things just go my way
Ill never be the same since we got close that day/
This pain becomes my pleasure as i search for something better
Know ill never let up
Know ill never give up
Til I see a future that's filled with happiness and love
Me and her together we could shock the f**ing world/
One step, One soul, One city at a time
Until we've truly reached the limelight of our life/
Miserable at times
But I'm sure ill be alright
I just wish that
Maybe I could be with you tonight/
But ill move on plenty of fish in the sea
No matter who I find ill still be unhappy for eternity/
No kiss no hug could ever match up to the love we shared
I loved from day one and you said you didn't care/
From that point after everything just tore me apart
Gotta stay strong but I don't know where to start/
(hook)
When i know the future
Before it even happens
Why do I even try
When im at a disadvantage/
sh**'s tough but im strong
So I can handle it
Until I have that dream
Of the one that I can settle with/
I know I deserve better
Like a cure for this curse
How can I go thru relationships
Knowing they won't work/
A psychic becoming psychotic
And there's no f**ing way to stop it
Unless I find true love
Yeah there's no other option/