I used to dream of a better life/
Dreaming of fortune and what its like/
Never will I take back things Ive done/
I'm me and I will change for no one/
I will smoke and drink/
Everyday blunts wtf you think/
I used to think and predict/
What my life would be without this sh**/
This is me this is all Im worth/
I was definitely born to do this since birth/
(chorus)
All my life I knew something was missing/
All these thoughts got me reminiscent/
About the life I had as I kid/
Im reflecting all the things I once did/
I didn't have the best life and I know that/
But its my life ill never give it back/
(verse 2)
Grown up now all alone/
Its just me mom and daddy's gone/
Trying to get god to forgive my sins/
Done a lot of sh** nowhere to begin/
Trying to do good but its hard/
Got no life its like I'm trapped behind bars/
No matter what ima try to give back/
My way is thru written rap/
I start to wonder where ill go when I die/
Will I rot in the ground or fly in the sky/
Done a lot of sh** can't you tell/
If I died today would I burn in hell/
(chorus)