#1 Lifelong Journey
(intro)
Since the first day i started writting,i knew i would achieve
How you gonna go somewhere if yourself,dont even believe
I had no experience in this,started feeling naive
Just let the chapters begin on this lifelong journey/
(verse 1)
With the pen to a page,i established a path
Following step by step,until i get to the last
Cannot tell you the end,unless i tell u the past
Compare me to the others,youll see the contrast,/
And if you care to differ,we can settle the conflict
So called rappers convey no meaning,they just spitting sum nonsense
Dont state ur opinion,i dont care for no comments
This is the building blocks,thats leading to progress,/
With the penmanship im creating this word-play
When life gives u trouble,you just have to convey
Cuz i a**ure you patience and virtue,is the key to solace
Life has its own way of letting things fall into place/
Then i started to lose focus,while some things got blurry
Smoking weed at 13,was way too early
But for me it was like,there was nothing but glory
Continued to do d**,cuz they cured my worries/
At this point my life was a mess and
I had nothin left and god sent me a message
Said everything ive ever done was always a lesson
And things determined id if i go to hell or to heaven/
(Verse 2)
Know that everydays the first, for the rest of your life
Cuz tommorow might be the day, u standing before christ
Never commited always lived in strife, til u came
And showed me what your touch feels like/
Now that we'ved moved on, to a newer chapter
Not thinking bout now, thinking bout life after
Thought i believed, but i was only an actor
Now i know that, your my savior and answer/
Answer, to all the lifelong problems
Couldn't live with em no more, had to solve em
Gotta make it happen with limited options
But its gonna take sum, preception and knowledge/
Used to feel that, my soul was out in the wrong
Cared bout nothing cept, feeling like i belonged
Held it off for a while, something that i prolonged
Learn to look through, the valley and beyond/
You just might see, some things u never seen
If you dont have faith, then what u gonna beleive
And just cuz you dont got it, you dont gotta conceive
Thats something thats sacred, not something thats free/
(Verse 3)
Nothing is free in this life we live
Its filled with constant temptations forcing us to sin/
And they say that my past was dark
But they only seen whats outside not whats in my heart/
All the sins and temptations he's tryna pull a heist
But i will never give into satan cuz i live my life thru Christ/
Im no saint and im man enough to admit it
Lets try to be honest society affecting our children
Filling there minds with brainwash and bullsh**/
I know what its like cuz i had to live thru it
But we can do better let think about our future/
Think about why do we live when do we die
Life hasnt been easy its been a rough ride/
Still wanna see the light got my eyes open wide
But ive been an anomaly a true Jekyll and Hyde/