If I put my trust in god
They say ill go to heaven
Whether I go forward or back
It'll be the right direction/
If the world happens to end
I hope that I can say goodbye
Give my farewells to my family
While I am still alive/
They know where I come from
And the sh** that I been through
I now know that
Its a huge pile of sh** too/
My life is filled with
So much tragic and mishaps
Everything's been going good
Then suddenly I get slapped/
If tomorrow just happens
To be the Armageddon
Then id say my last prayers
And walk that stairway to heaven/
I feel like I'm confused I had nothing to lose
Asked god to take Satan outta my life and hes been removed/
And why I choose to live my life this way
I don't know maybe today
Would be a time for a change/
With all these d**
Im sure my brain is in constant decay/
Now my darkest days
Have come to see the light of day/
Deep in my veins
Is nothing but the scars that remain/
Sometimes ya own homies end up
Being the ones who backstabbing
Now there burned in the ashes
Nothing left but pure pa**ion/
And this music will always be my life
So Ill never give up rapping/
If the world happens to end
I just pray to God I make it
At times I mess up
Due to the drama that's created/
Know I'm grateful for my fam
And all the blessings that I have
Rejecting negativity
Accepting heavens plan/
Wishing I could cross the gates
Im feeling lost in this place
I've Learned not to trust
Cause all it ever caused me was pain/
Stand my myself as I walk thru the rain
With a cloud of smoke blinded by fog in my face/
People these days ain't all what they say
Act grimy on the low
Catch you somewhere pretend its all straight
I tried to help
But I ain't seeing none of yall change
Acting shady now that you done got some dollars your way
No more involvement with snakes
Success is calling my name
I ain't bout to be a rapper to fall in the game
I know it sounds lame but homie
I know what im talking bout
You judge and hate but im just trying to be one of the rawest out
Call me stupid but you soon bout to receive the truth
Your own homies scheming thinking of some evil moves
Bible in my room never let the demons thru
And you can find my in the booth speaking truth