Hook-Why do i feel this way
Can you tell me where my mind has gone/
This is just another day
To put my thoughts down in song/
Even thou he wants it
I won't ever sell my soul/
Troubled me leading to no self control
But im following gods plan there are no mistakes/
Whatever happens in this life was meant to be
Even if it takes years for you to see/
Im not a normal human being I can carry the load
Cuz I knew from the beginning inside of me there was a heart of gold/
I could never be wrong to anyone
Instead I pick up my pen and write a song for someone/
Heartfelt music with a little bit of pa**ion
Hoping all my years of practice will lead to satisfaction/
My heart won't allow me to do the things most people do
I don't just think about myself im concerned with other people too/
Changing my ways was the best thing that happened to me
I overcame adversity and escaped my own catastrophe/
I learned that that wasn't who I truly was
So I chose to stop doing all those harsh a** d**/
I don't need no b**h whose gonna try to bring me down
I need a b**h who will pick me up and make me happy when I frown/
Sum mixed emotions but not really true love
My true loves to God and its better than anyone's/
Perhaps im an angel on God's green earth
Who had to go thru the wrong for the lessons to be learned/
Why can't I feel u touch my hand
But I can feel it when u touch my heart/
Should have never been f**ing up
Should have been perfect from the start/
Sorry not everyone is born to be a saint
Constantly giving into temptations can turn u away from your faith/
But I think my mistakes for making me who I am today
If it wasn't for the hard times I wouldn't feel this way/
I would still be traveling down that evil path
Letting Satan stop me from completing my major task/
That stairway to heaven will I walk it when I die
That's where I wanna be so I hope that I apply/
To the requirements of the kingdom of heaven
That's all I want in my afterlife so I hope that im accepted/
Hook-Why do i feel this way
Can you tell me where my mind has gone/
This is just another day
To put my thoughts down in song/
Even thou he wants it
I won't ever sell my soul/
Troubled me leading to no self control
But im following gods plan there are no mistakes/
Whatever happens in this life was meant to be
Even if it takes years for you to see/
Im not a normal human being I can carry the load
Cuz I knew from the beginning inside of me there was a heart of gold/