# 9 Clouded Vision
(Verse 1)
You know sometimes life is hard
Itll leave you physically mentally and emotionally scarred/
Before i started writting didn't know where to start
But when the pen hit the page it created a spark/
That spark turned to rage as the lyrics hit the page
Didn't understand life was just living the days/
How did i get so far from where i was
Im starting to hate myself who have i become
A f**ing lowlife who numbs himself with d**/
The d** seemed to take away the problems
But only temporarily it didn't ever solve none
Now i get high with these lyrics as i write em/
I once was confused and i started to lose it
Now ive become 1 with the music/
Be careful what u choose u can't give it back
Ill try to find all the peices to get my life on track/
Seems like im truely living life with no guidance
No matter how hard i try i can never find it
But then i realized i was stupid and blinded
And theres a clouded vision behind these eyelids/
(Hook-)
Overcame a clouded vision
Now im finally feeling freedom
Like breaking out of a prison
I changed the way that i was living
Now the futures filled with hope
A new chapter so u can turn the page
Done seen all my darkest I wanna see brighter days(x2)
...OKAY!!!
(Verse 2-Physically)
If ur wondering why i felt so confused
Well ive been left downed burned broken and bruised/
Im just taking you back thru these lonely chapters
And all the vague feelings ive had of f**ing sadness/
Used to beat myself up for no apparant reason
Learned to pick my head up i can never be defeated/
No one ever said u could live ur life with ease
Just learn to stand tall as your walking thru the breeze/
Life throws sh** at you you just have to learn to apprehend
You learn to approve even thou you dont like whats hidden within/
So many nights i lay awake from the aches and pains
My soul is f**ing broken, all u see are the remains/
All these tough times dont last but tough people do
So say f** you to your past but dont let it f** you/
(Hook-)
Overcame a clouded vision
Now im finally feeling freedom
Like breaking out of a prison
I changed the way that i was living
Now the futures filled with hope
A new chapter so u can turn the page
Done seen all my darkest I wanna see brighter days(x2)
...OKAY!!!
(Verse 3-Mentally)
Constantly wish i was blind cuz i see thru my ears
And eyes can be deceiving things aren't as they appear/
Guess im a little f**ed up not in my right mind
But you can call me what u want to ill be just fine/
Ive learned that every day people gonna put u down
Make u feel like u ain't worth sh** so in the bottle ill drown/
Had to wash away all these thoughts from my brain
And become the man standing before you today/
I guess my whole life its been myself who was doubting
Got a pretty simple life just need a bottle to drown in/
And a little but of weed to release sum motivation
Helps to increase all my senses and especially concentration/
Even thou i might still have problems plz dont be concerned
Ive now risin from the waters too be no longer submerged
Over many years if theres one thing that i learned
The problem with having problems is that someone always has it worse/
(Hook-)
Overcame a clouded vision
Now im finally feeling freedom
Like breaking out of a prison
I changed the way that i was living
Now the futures filled with hope
A new chapter so u can turn the page
Done seen all my darkest I wanna see brighter days(x2)
...OKAY!!!