[Verse 1:]
I'm sitting here on the cold step, just trying to catch my breath
Baby, I'm love-struck and so depressed
We've been here so many times, sat on this fine line
Happiness with a crap outline. You won't look at me in the eye
You think that I must be half-alive to be able to put up with all the crap you do
And I'm trying my best; there's still more than hair on my chest
Love to and I wanna caress you
But I can't do it, cause you whine and make everything grime
You're not even mine. I just feel like you've moved on, made your mind
Didn't take the time to sit me down and tell me yet
Well girl, I'm here now, so why don't steer now
Take me away from this space to just another place
But please put us somewhere near cause I can't lose you
It would make me too upset: make me wanna pick up the bottle and consume all of it
Sweetie, I need your love. Please just give me a hug
Like you used to, say everything will be okay and we'll have our days
Back to the way, the way that they used to be
When I knew that you loved me and you would do anything to stay
[Bridge:]
Shi-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-it, it's all sh**
[Hook:]
Took everything from you, took everything from you
Didn't leave you with anything, didn't leave you with anything
Took everything from you, could've left you with something
You deserved it, but at the end of the day, oh at the end of the day
When the cards are played, it's all sh**
It's such a sh**, sh** life
No-one enjoys their time on Earth
No, it's just a chore and oh
It's such a sh**, sh** life and oh
You can look at me like there's something important but it's sh**
Everything is sh** but it's all my f**ing sh**
[Verse 2:]
Cause I'm masturbating faster than I'm creating
And I'm blasting all the semen that I'm making
And I'm trying to be the guy who want me to be
Him, that special man who keeps you up to date with who he's seeing
But you know that I'm no joke but I'm closed up like a girl's bu*t
Sorry, that's sick of me. "Think about what you're saying, baby
Don't just say everything that comes into your head, sweetie
People don't wanna hear crap like that in their ears, honey"
Of course they do, b**h. That's the fix; they laugh cause it's wit
Now shut up or I'll leave you in another mother-f**ing ditch
Try to get me to be open like all night when I'm already uptight from a sh** day
That I've got to listen to you tell me everything about me
Why don't you throw yourself under a train? It will do us both a favour, babe
Just let me be me, I like that
Sometime when we're separate, no arguments
Not always having to think about a comeback, I mean f** that
I've put up with your sh** for too long, babe, it's redundant
[Bridge]
[Hook]
[Verse 3:]
It's still this cold step, it's like a cold sweat
One that I'm used to but it hurts my rep
Supposed to always be prepped, ready to deal with any situation I get
But you keep distract me, the thoughts come at me
What did I do wrong? How did I do it?
Could I have avoided it? And you knew it
When you met me, I was never gonna be the perfect man, never gonna be the guy that can
You know that I've always ran from everyone and everything
God damn, it's just who I am. If you don't like me, then get out now
Because it's only going to backfire on you loud
I know I don't make you proud; I know you'd like me performing to a bigger crowd
I know I'm not the kind of guy who sounds like he'd care
But I do, so let's stop this love affair
End it there, forever, yeah
[Bridge]
[Hook]