[Intro]
This is it, yep. You wanna hear my sh**?
Here we go. Not much practice on this one but I wrote it
Man, it's so long. It's like ten A4 pages
Swig of Red Bull; I don't drink, not when I'm rapping
Get all messed up in my mind
[Verse]
Open up web browser so it looks like I'm doing something
Telling people there's crap in my eyes so it looks like I'm not crying
Saying I'm fine but acting different
Because I want the attention that people are giving
But I also don't; I wanna stay afloat
Keep on top; be my own person through this all
Banging my head against a wall continuously
For four hours would hurt less than this
Because this is sh**: this takes the piss
I was always loyal to you from the moment that we began
But you were just walking and all I did was ran
Maybe I moved too quick: didn't give our feelings enough time to stick
Didn't think about it. Perhaps I'm the dick but I feel sh** about it
Because at the end of the day, when all is said and done
It's over now and I'm the bum
I feel as if the light's been blocked out by the sun
You've won and I'm done
Not gonna stick around in this epitome of Hell
I hate how it makes me feel
Let it all swell. And you smell
Ah, I'm sorry: that was childish of me
And I don't mean to be mean
But you have to know the idea that the anger that you've created in me
And that I've seen is clouding my eyes with your betrayal smoke, sweetie
The fog that you've cast over me a thousand times, so deeply
I often think that it would be better to die
Than have to hear your sh**: that sh** that you continuously spit
Unfortunately, you don't have one but you're such a dick
I wish you had a ball-sack and a little prick so I could kick you in it
And you could fall down to the floor and then bleed
And I can seep that red stuff out of you continuously
Until a hospital is a must
When you see how much you have made me hate you
Made me wanna castrate you; made me wanna forsake you
For f**'s sake: I can't take you
The deceit; the lies that you repeat
I fall to my knees, but you don't; you're like:
'Don't leave me! Stay; I'll bake you a cake
I'll make you whatever it takes
Cause I can't let this be too late
And I can't let this be fate
And I just can't go back to being your mate
And I... but I'm still here and I think we can fix it
I think we can salvage this; wait!
Find some goodness: something bright in this pile of dog sh**
But I'm gonna need you to do it'
Ah, f** you, b**h
Yeah, I mean you caused all this sh**
You sh**ted this sh**; you started all this
When my pen was laid on this paper, man it's k**ing me
I can't do f**-all
[TO BE CONTINUED]