Shut it, lock it, forget and look the other way
My head is buried under clouds and playing pretend
And we'll lie and we will spurn
Every chance to take a look
Breathe
Take that next shot and breathe
Fall off the edge of your seat
Maybe closure's all you need
I pray that this could be the next year
Rainclouds been trailing me for weeks on end
I'm the worst I've ever been
Could things change if I believed you?
Then I so was wrong, maybe you exist
Can you burn this year in hell and save me?
Oh, God can you blame me for my doubt
In your life and existence
Shut it, lock it, forget, and spare yourself shame
I'm giving up at any chance on letting you in
Closed the blinds and my doors shut
And you'll never see my face again
I might be dead and gone
And you could bury the year
But we'll still SING THIS SONG!
I pray that this could be the next year
Rainclouds been trailing me for weeks on end
I'm the worst I've ever been
Could things change if I believed you?
Then I so was wrong, maybe you exist
Can you burn this year in hell and save me?
So count from ten and watch the lights get lowered
I'll crack a smile and forget each every moment
That was so hard
We'll make mistakes as we keep growing older
Three hundred new days to redeem all that we've done wrong
Oh I thank God
I swear I'll be much better this time
Maybe this time
I swear I'll be much better this time