[Intro]
I think i slept with
I think i slept with
I think i slept with
I think i slept with to many girls
And broke to many hearts
But really the regret is where you start to fall apart
So pick up the pieces and put em together don't pull em apart
Masochists manipulate their own f**ing heart
[Verse]
Hard to hold hands with someone you don't love
Too late to change your mind in the moment you wore no f**ing glove
Grabbed her body became a piece of who she was, she became a piece of who you were
Instantly, instantaneously, intertwined lies to turn to existence
They were living and now they're breathing
Next thing you move in with chick
Not pregnant but when she's sick, sad or upset
Only thoughts are provide, fight for and protect
Wipe eyes when they cried, scared of divide ride or die forever no question of why
[Verse]
But am i beginning to get ahead of myself
Insecurity starts to set in
Pictures of my ex start to pop in my head and
Comparisons of me to her ex when
They were talking and dating
Terrorizing each others minds until arguments lead to breakups
Belligerent punches to the seat in front of me on train rides back to Brooklyn
Ten minutes later texts talk of suicide
Before you know it another ride
Back to the island
Slowly dying, fast rewinding, repeat the dialing. No answer
[Outro]
Arrive, three steps, the door was always open
So many cuts you could see a blood ocean
Five minutes of tight holding, lay on the bed
Eye contact soul searching and staring
Till eyes close and hearts bearing
This is what I did for you, This is what i deserve