My sweet deception lays me down
As I commit myself to sleep again
Inhale as it all becomes much clearer
Misleading connections
Struggle not to be attached
Unbroken but wrong
Trapped in a room of my own reflections
Now that my failures lay to bare
I will embrace the mist again
Exhale as my breathe fails to hold the weight of all this guilt
Exhaustion has filled my lungs
Filled my bones
I feel so grounded I barely can move
Barely can breathe
Barely can be at all
So much weight
I’m giving it up
My deceptions have laid me down
So I commit myself back to sleep
Forget the rage, embrace restraints
It’s time I breathe again
Reaching senseless conclusions
Repeating the same old blind reactions
Another ever pointless eruption
I’m lost within myself
Let it commence
My everlasting penitence
That’s nothing but dismissed
Like I was sand
Slipping under my fingers
Time keeps flowing away
Makes me lose track of myself
My echo keeps coming back
My senses fade to black