[Verse 1: Ill-Noize]
You know we're all...
Born alone, die alone
Chi-Town OG like Al Capone
I'm puttin' on, well I suppose...
I could be a better man, but I'll still bite the hand
Because it feeds me lies, I won't sympathize
With false alibis
The truth is out there like X-Files...
Acid raindrops on altoids
People moving like androids
Liquid drips to fill my voids
If you get lost follow my voice
Lights so bright like Vegas
Feelin' lucky, take two mints
Take three hits & hold 'em in
Now you dreamin' but you ain't asleep, it's that
Lonely 3am time when I almost wish I never left you, or upset you, wish I kept you, wish you crept through the window in my bedroom...
Papers balled up in the trash next to blunt ash
Plus Lucy got me distracted
I might be overreacting
I'm seeing auras, hear life stories with no interactions, it's such a fatal attraction
Now I'm addicted, to lust & all these women
These d** that I've been given twist my vision, need to make a decision, quit trippin'!
If I stay focused I could save the girl...
If I stay focused I could run the world
Like The Flash, be a superhero...
[Hook: Ill-Noize]
I just gotta find balance... (×2)
[Verse 2: Ill-Noize]
Pick your poison, play your roll
Lose your mind but don't lose control
3am, a long walk home
Talk to myself like I'm not alone...
But I'm gone... like the Summer
Quite a heavy breather I could never be a runner
Plus I'm tipsy off the liquor, think I'm drowning, keep me under, so I roll another blunt up
Clouds so loud I call it Thunder...
& my mind it wanders, off to... different places
Outer Spaces, comfort zones were meant for invading, if you never leave your little box, that's just time you're wasting, feeling complacent
(Adjacent) To a world with no relation...
I have nothing common with the ma**es
I'm just tryin'a find the beauty in disasters
Free my mind from the politicians & pastors
Untaxed ba*tards, I just wanna find balance...
I just want to find balance in my life
Find a way to stop the light between day & night, 'cause the sunrise is when I feel most alive, I think I'm drowning in the shallows
Will you take the dive?
Drops of elixir... paint a pretty picture
Make the camera lense crisper
With the juice it's a perfect mixture
Bleeding gold won't make your soul feel richer
But my feet in the dirt won't make me turn to scriptures, brothers & sisters, don't pray for me
'Cause I'm a proud sinner, uhh...