[Intro: Ill-Noize]
(Do you ever feel like you're not real?
No words to express how I feel
I just feel like I'm not here
Anywhere, Dissappear
I see no reflection in the mirror...)
[Verse: Ill-Noize]
I'm a ghost
Walking in a constant state of comatose
I'm just high most times, I get high & vibe
Yea you know the whole block is live
Live for nights when I feel alive
Nights I feel like the world is mine
Spotlight on, it's my time to shine!
Feel like I work too much
But I ain't got nothin' to show, no dough
It won't grow in my pocket on its own
But I don't make enough...
Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not...
Don't be actin' all Brand New 'round me
You know I seen ya nude girl
You know I made you cum, baby!
(f** it!) I'm single now
Got no ring on this finger now
I'll never let another b**h bring me down
In a relationship, I stay legit
Speakers up & I ain't afraid
Say it twice, man I ain't afraid
Tryin'a live my life with the waves
Pour cement & I'll pave the way...
I'm just mad as f**
'Cause these people don't care enough
Government you can not trust
U.S.A., there is no "Us..."
(Cops k**in' the youth
Jail time for us, paid leave for you?
Smear campaign step up to the booth
But you were caught in the act homie
We got proof...)
[Hook: Ill-Noize]
So who can I trust these days?
Cause I can't even trust my own mind
& I'm so afraid...
Cause half the time I think
That if I died it wouldn't change a thing
Would they gather at my grave & sing?
Or would they just f**ing bury me?
Forget my name, the games that I played
The blood on the razorblade, don't save the date, they'll just call me insane, but...
Am I really crazy?
It's this world that made me
& I'll go out, gun blazing
Until then you can't phase me...