[Hook: Clyde Cabbage]
Can you tell me why I'M
Having problems with expressing all these thoughts in my mind?!
And everyday that I'm alive feels like a waste of time
But ain't a damn thing change cause I'm still on my grind
And I ain't make a dime but something deep inside tells me it'll be fine
[Verse 1]
It's heavy thoughts up in my temple you can see 'em in my rhymes
Never thought an instrumental and my mental would align
That's when my homies tell me "Clyde, yo it's time for you shine"
You need to climb up to the top cause the bottom is your prime
And it sounds so divine
You ever heard the word "failure"? please look it up & define
Now take a look at me, I'm it's motherf**ing walking paradigm!
They ask me "Are you out your freakin' mind?
You need to get some time with a therapist a**igned
I ain't tryna say your crazy but you may be borderline!!
[Hook]
That's why I'm saying I'M
(I am) Having problems with expressing all these thoughts in my mind!
And everyday that I'm alive feels like a waste of time
But ain't a damn cause I'm still on my grind
And I ain't make a dime now let me tell you something 'bout this thing called "time"
[Verse 2]
They say that time heals all wounds
But the hands on my clock got arthritis
I pray the pain feels dull soon
And I demand that we stop with this talk of violence
Actions are louder than words so why you walking quiet?
You wanna talk to my heart? Well, you can start with silence
I'm from where the cops lighten up the block with sirens
And babies die it makes you wonder if God is righteous!
There he go again, spitting 'bout religion
Making sense to atheists, now can I get a witness?
Here's a quick question for God and every Christian
Why's the world so ugly if you made it in your image?
sh**, I'm just an immigrant living the state of oblivion
Who hates sinning but ain't willing to changing my way
Of living if it ain't gon make a difference then
Send these lyrics to your local bishop, man
[Hook]
I'm getting better with expressing all these thoughts in my mind
And everyday that I'm alive isn't just a waste of time
But ain't a damn thing change cause I'm still on my grind
But at least I made a dime