Immobility's the curse, even if its momentary
I'm the dead bird in your cage surrounded by fairies
The cat's tryna eat me, the dog wants the cat
It wasn't always like that one time I had the gat
Words soo abusive, my chirping was astounding
But now i'm tryna make it back to life to rhyme proudly
This rut's pretty deep but i'm far from rock bottom
That's what's got me in a daze i can't seem to find the problem
I'm past stressed, i'm bordering on insanity
Everytime i open up i seem to add clarity
It's got me pretty worried happiness is too elusive
And when i say it's coming i start to feel stupid
My main questions what's next
Sitting here tryna be best past present take a guess
That my pa**ions for the rapping but at times i think misery
I'm aiming for escape, so i taught myself wizardy
My brain's merlin, my feelings darwin
Survival of the fittest wins, so i'm resting in a coffin
Somewhere out in holland or japan with the panda's
Or i'll shoot to the top and drink coco with santa
Roodolf hold me down michael pa** the crown
While bonnie and clyde start to conquer every town
And tony montana keep selling grams of coke
Dictate their lives with these scribbles i wrote
What's the problem? Why you sad?
Sitting in a corner won't help you over that
Tears won't help either cuz your face ain't on fire
Just put your hands together and thank God, your sire
What you mean? I can't go against myself
Fxck what you thinking I left mine on the shelf
I leave em all saved cuz my face is far from crying
And God ain't helping me, not even if I'm dying
Messiah this, messiah that, i've been shot, where's he at
Somewhere in the back with Mary, Joseph tryna rap
Well I'm the king and he's the savior who wins the one who lives
I'm alive he's been buried, I've been shot he's been hurried to the cross
Well he won he made history crucified for bigotry
If i lose fans i don't care, and if you understood just stare
Without a care i understand this full perception
The good the bad the evil malice envy full spectrum
Its not a blessing but a curse, i'll trade it for a hurse
My competition's sprouting maggots for thinking lifes granted damn it
At times it feels clear, but really what's my purpose
To state my disagreements and make everyone nervous
Or influence lives till the world's straight wordless
Lack of speech, a mute man wearing a muzzle
A dead person claiming he's befuddled
Lets huddle in a group and explain why i feel motionless
My world feels steady i could walk on water
And gamble with my life russian roulete
I toss my quarter fingers crossed i'm not a martyr, this is sparta
I'm coming strong spitting 4 million
I hit the gym to stay electric vermillion
Incomprehensible, baffling, satanic
Comments from the weak, they should just trip on my acid
What's the problem? Why you sad?
Sitting in a corner won't help you over that
Tears won't help either cuz your face ain't on fire
Just put your hands together and thank God, your sire
What you mean? I can't go against myself
Fxck what you thinking I left mine on the shelf
I leave em all saved cuz my face is far from crying
And God ain't helping me, not even if I'm dying
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